"Itdan ta kay balon puso tan balon ispiritu..." (Ez. 36,26): Kapitulo 1.

Na-angioplasty ak nen inbeneg a simba, sanen 14 Disiembre 2017. Sakey ya Huwebes.

Nen Oktubre 2017, siak so nanpanengneng ed sakey a Doktor. Diad Philippine Heart Center. Inawit ak na malet tan maong iran kakaaro. Ed saman, siak so nanpa-laboratory test. Ta say twa, say labay kon naasikaso et samay diabetes ko. Nen 2014 ak ni nalmoan ya diabetic.

Agak met mahilig ed masamit. Likud ed niluto (ya sikato so agnasasaew ya kaibay panangan na Filipino), sagpaminsan ak ya man-ice cream, cake tan arum niran bibirbiren ya nagigilatan panangan! Say kwan na doctor, atawir ko ya kuno. Say inak, diabetic. Say panginaen kod ama, diabetic. Ed sikamin apatiran sanaagi, talora so diabetic. Genes, kuno so rason no akin et wala yan sakit ko.

Inala day blood pressure ko. "Atagey, kway Doctor." Inyesaes tod saray kakaibak. Balet, nangel ko.

"Atagey so blood pressure nen Father. 180/100."

No maminsan telek ak. Ed saman ya esaes, maksil amo kanian nangel ko.

Nan-ECG (electrocardiogram) ak pian naneng-neng no antoy kipapasen na pusok: say peles na patok tan kompas to.

Insan kami nantongtong nen Doctor.

"Mansisigarilyo kayo?"

"Uniinom?".

"Siopay walay hypertension ed pamilya yo?"

"Diabetic, ak," kwan.

Tan dakel ni ran tepet. Kway Doctor: "Pawil kayo kasumpal ya dway bulan. Inum yo ni ray tambal yo... Balet, sakbay tayon mantongtong, manpa-blood tan  Stress Echocardiography test kayo."

Insan angiter na resita.

Diad dilik ya nan-nunot, lapud saramay tepet na Doktor: "No amtak labat ya requirements so sigarilyo tan inum, inyan ko la komon nen saman."

Stress Echocardiography so sakey ya test pian naneng-neng so kipapasen na puso tan saray ulat to. Ed sayan test, manakar ed  treadmill leleg ya nenengnengen na Doctor so blood pressure tan say patok na puso.

Wala amoy aneng-neng nen Doc ed samay resulta'y ECG?

Say Paet ed Inkioli

Bihilia na Fiesta na Inkioli na Katawan. Dakerakel so totoo'd dalem na Simbaan. Ginmapo so silibrasyon na alas 9 ed labi.

Dakerakel so totoo. Anggapo la ingen so irongan na arum ya atrasadon sinmabi. Ampetang. Masalimoot.

Nen asabi so pamindision na danum, inpaway nen Bai so inparaan ton sakey boten danum. Balon saliw. Mineral water. Tampol ya nilukasan to. Masyadoy liket nen Bai ta walay naaawit ton bendita ed abong da. Anggan antoy salimoot tan panlilinget nen Bai, aanusan to!

Manduaray oras la. Agni asumpal so silibrasyon. "Hay," kuan nen Bai. "Apaet ak la!"

Alinggis nen Bai may sakey bote ya abenditaan.

Tinmangek.

"Mabayag ni amo", kuay Bai.

Manduwaray oras tan kapaldua la so apalabas.

Masalimoot ni. Apaet ni. Si Bai.

Kakapaldua met la may danum lapud kakainom nen Bai. Manlinglinget la si Bai. Si Bai pian natempey toy paet to, aminpigapigan ininum toy danum ya awit ya pabendisionan.

Asumpal ya siansia so silibrasyon. Pegley labi la.

Naupot met lay agua bendita nen bai.

Sinmempet ya kaka-botelya so awit nen Bai.

Maliket ya Fiesta'y Inkioli ed amin!

(Twan agawa ya insalaysay na akimisan kaabay toy Bai.)

God on our side!

Let no soul fear to draw near to Me, even though its sins be as scarlet. My mercy is so great that no mind, be it of man or of angel, will be able to fathom it throughout all eternity. (Words of Jesus to St. Faustina). Diary, Divine Mercy in My Soul, 699.)

The cross is the greatest proof that God is on our side! We should never fear Him, rather let us approach Him with great trust. God's mercy is greater than our sins! 
 

Occasions of Mercy.

O my Jesus, when shall we look upon souls with higher motives in mind? When will our judgments be true? You give us occasions to practice deeds of mercy, and instead we use the occasions to pass judgment. (Diary: Divine Mercy in my Soul,  1269)

How easy it is for us to pass judgments on people just because. Yet most of these occasion are occasions for us to do acts of mercy! How many times we have missed opportunities that would never come back for us to show the face of God's Mercy to others just because we choose to pass judgments.

And so instead of the face of mercy, we show the "wrath" and "anger" of God because we chose not to listen, to extend our hands, say hurtful and shameful words.

 

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